Tapos na ang Community internship!!! MASAYA! J yung mamimiss ko talaga sila kaso ayoko ng maulit? Hehe. Matiwasay naman kaming umalis. Nagpaalam naman kami ng maayos kay ma’am Gelin. Kinabeso beso pa nga naming sya eh. Tapos kinapicture. Pinadoble pa nya- imagine? LOL (naaalala ko tuloy yung malanding tawa niya! HAHAHA

Nag punta nga pala kami today sa John Hay. Nag superman ride! Sayang kulsng kasi kami sa budget kaya one ride lang kami. Next time- hopefully.

Masaya yung ride. Kabado pero enjoy tumili. Baka nga gusto nakong upakan ni ma’am Faye kanina sa ingay ko. MAY GASH!

Mahirap ding maglakad 500+ na steps din yun mas effort pa sa Grotto. Naku naku- rinayuma ako! Haha

Tapos pala kumain kami sa grounds. Nagpack lunch nalang kami, Mahal naman kasi yung table nila. Naku! Inakyat din naming yung puno pala. Effort! sayang nga lang wala kaming taga picture.

Tapos after that nagpicture picture pa kami ng bongga. Enjoy talaga siya, pangako! Try nyo din!

After camp john hay nag ice cream kami sa FIC tapos pizza sa Yellow cab-libre nila.( hehe)

Tapos dumeresto na kami sa PMA, kaso di kami nakapasok. Pero ok lang may picture padin kami!!! Sa labas J

Tapos direstso na din kami sa Latrinidad Benguet, bumili ng jam dahil ubos na strawberries L tapos after pumunta kami kina ma’am Winnie, nagfood trip at nagchikahan ng bongga. Tapos sina mam Marj at mam Faye nag pre-listing. Hayun. Kapagod pero swak at sakto naman. ENJOY J sana nga mauliiiit tapos sa Ilocos naman. BET!

Ma’am MJ! Very chatty! A good tour guide and a wonderful companion! She is simple and true!

Ma’am Aion, the baby talk talker. She is also chatty and nice! feet on ground

Sir Joeff has been so helpful and really nice. He already have a son and I bet hes really a good father though his relationship with her wife didn’t work out well

Sir Eric, he is also nice and kind and Sc lover. Highest bidder among all! Followed by

Ma’am Diana, very simple and kind. She has a bf whom she rally loves. Ma’am Galdy who is sort of a rebel. She is bubbly and funny. I really like her but her pet is Diane and not me. Well it is OK

Sir Dino, his eyes are expressive as if we have a fault every time he looks at us! But believe me look could be deceiving! He is super thoughtful and NICE too.

Ma’am Gina, very sweet a certified dalagang Filipina, she does not talk a lot but she smiles a lot! Very pretty!

Ma’am Rose, I really like her, she love teleserye and shes so welcoming! She makes me feel at home!

Sir Mulong, he looks serious but he has a funny side too! He has a fishpond and I really hope he’d share his tilapia!  BOOOM!

Ma’am Faye, She love doing kiliti using her forehand but she doesn’t have a kiliti! I like the way she approached us! She’s a certified FUN companion!

Ma’am Janet, shes from MMSU too! We could easily relate cause were from the same school, She is a bit shy but at the same time chatty!

Ma’am Myra, I ressemble her with mama Apple, funny and sometimes serious! She talks with an accent which I think  is cute! I really enjoy helping her!

Ma’am Winnie the POOH! She is cute and a perfect example of small but terrible! She is young and ha a bright attitude

Ma’am Joana, she is like Princess, slight boyish but girly at the same time. She is like a mother to me! I salute her for her promotion. She deserves it!

Sir Jessie, has the loudest voice among all! I enjoy observing his moves and hearing him talk cause his accent is really funny! ALLA-EY! “whos that girl, nawakwak sa kaka-club”

Sir Johnsons has good instincts he count the fast moving drugs but simply looking at it! Good esdtimation! But he is also chatty!

Ma’am Mitch! I though she was masungit but no way! She is cool!!! And pretty!!!

Ma’am Hyde! Sleeping beauty. Love her eyes, shes a bit serious yet sometimes she also talks a bit

Ma’am Glayds is sometimes silent sometimes talkative well, he know how to deal with people well too.

Ma’am Donna, good in conversation too. She has a lot of interesting stories to tell!

Ma’am Aiza, She has big dreams, all she got to do is to soar! Her sweet attitude is making our conversation with her flawless!

Ma’am Shirley, I still don’t  know if shes a boy or girl? Emotionally? Well, it s up to her but shes quite observant and serious!

Sir Tabs este Sir Robert, He is jolly and good in pranks! HAyuuuup! He knows how to deal with people and is good in making conversation! No way hes boring! Sharp and cheerful! And he’s good in making people laugh though sometimes his stories are quite unbelievable. Oh not to forget- God in giving “love” advice” KANU*

Ma’am Marjorie, Shes the first person who made us feel at ease!  She never ran out of talks though sometimes I cound’t understand what she talking bout because she talks softly. She is jolly and clever and has high tolerance. Very friendly and sympathetic. Absolute angel in disguise for interns!

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Magiging pranka ako sa post na to. Kung may makakabasa man nito at hindi nya to magustuhan. WALA NA AKONG PAKIALAM. Gusto ko lang ilabas ito dahil ayokong magkimkim ng sama ng loob. Pagkatapos nito- Kanya kanyang paki-alaman na ng buhay.

Si PE, sa totoo lang bumaba ang pag tingin ko sa kanya. Hinangaan ko pa man din siya dahil AKALA ko totoo siyang tao. Bakit nga ba may mga taong ganun diba?- Mahiling GUMAWA NG KWENTO.  Manloko. Hmm. Para san? Para magpasikat? Magpaka-cool? Pwes, Sampal* EEWW.

Ganito yun. Sabi niya na wala na daw sila ni S. At sabi niya naghahabol parin daw si S sa kanya kahit break na sila. Since Feb pa nga DAW eh. Kasi nga gusto niya akong ligawan that time. Madami siyang mga ka-etchusan na hindi ko nalang din isisiwalat. Ngayon, Hindi ko tuloy alam kung ano ang totoo at hindi sa mga pinagsasabi niya. “mama niya, vacation, taska pati mga kwento niyang baka kabulastugan din”.

Tapos ngayon recently nagtxt siya sakin na “wag daw akong magtetxt sa number niya dahil hawak daw yun ni Shiela. At sa kakapalan ng muka niya nakuha pa niyang mag-smiley face. Tapos nakuha pa niyang sabihin na wag ko na daw sabihin kay Shiela pinagsasabi niya. I-popost ko nalang lahat para mawala na ang bitterness ko. Anyway- ayokong mgapaka- man hater or whatsoever at ayoko na ding mag-tanim ng sama ng loob kaya i-bloblog ko nalang.

Nakakasira man to ng image - wala akong pakialam. Buti nalaang at HINDI AKO NANIWALA sa mga pinagsasabi niya na mabulaklak pa sa gumamela. Sa ganda ko ng to (WAG KANG KUMONTRA) balak pa niya akong lokohin? Uhm. Sa totoo lang dun ako nasaktan. Masarap ba akong lokohin or Muka ba akong “hanggang” lokohan lang? Ang LIIT ng tingin ko sa kanya.

Learn how to forgive people. Because change might never come so stop waiting for it, instead learn how to move on and this will become tributes for you in the other life.

Easy to say when you are not in my position. Simple, if those nostalgic memories could evaporate like water.

I’ve been the third child in the family and our lola (father side) hated us for as long as I can remember. She abhors my mom because she didn’t want my dad to marry her. Then, hatred passed to us. My childhood was a torture because of her. Every time she visits, I wished for her to go back abroad as soon as possible, but one day, she decided to stay for good. It was like a hell transformation, she being the goddesss, of course.

“Her wish is my command” entangled us into the depths of despair. Her ways are absurd and irrational but she will never be wrong (until now). She said: “She knows everything because she’s a teacher and a teacher never commits mistakes”. She hurt us physically and emotionally, even mentally. She became my most feared brute for a moment.

She wanted our family to look perfect on the outside world, but all this time, she became the termite who made our liaison brittle little by little.  My parents almost separated because of her. She spoiled my father and forbid him to work hard.

I do not want to sensationalize those agonizing memories anymore. I crept for so long and now that, at last- I am free; I wouldn’t want to go back anymore. Yes, I am free.  Free from those faultfinder eyes which would silently monitor our every move. Free from those who would readily eat us alive, only if it could!

Call me callous but I felt happiness by the moment she became lame. She became static which made her a prisoner of her majestic couch, which stopped her from finding faults.

When people tell me to forget and move on, I wish I could. I wish it would be that easy. But maybe time will come. Time…

At ngayon, lalabas na naman kami ng mga kapatid ko. Parang mga zombies lang, naglalakadlakad lang walang patutunguhan…

Sa totoo lang hindi ko nae-enjoy ng sobra tong kakaunting bakasyon ko. Pano ba naman kasi imbes na makapag-unwind ako eh mas lalo akong naii-stress. Nakakaloka. Hindi ko na nga alam kung papaano ko lalabanan tong tinatawag na “boredom” Nakakamatay na nga eh.

Alam mo yun, yung natotorete na yung utak mo kung ano (Bukod sa paglilinis dahil sa simula’t sapul ng bakasyon eh nasa “To Do List” ko na yan) pa ang pwedeng gawin na may labuluhan.

Hindi ko maimagine ang sarili ko nasasabihin ito, pero sana..

Pasukan na!

You were a Nightmare Last Night!

I was hunted by those awful memories we shared and I know that it isn’t right. Everyday, I hate you more and I know that I shouldn’t. But I cant help myself. Your visage is as vivid as crystal clear in my mind and I couldn’t find the power erase it. Your fake smiles and stupid lies, I disgust them all.

What I want now is for you to leave my thoughts so that I could start a brand new life. I don’t wanna be trapped on the dungeon of bitterness forever.

How I wish I never attended that crap event. How I wish I never met you. How I wish we never became friends.

Then probably life would be better.

Masaya naman kahapon. Pumunta sa bahay yung mga barkada ko from high school tsaka yung mga ka-barangay namin. Magpo-post nalang ako ng photos pagnakuha ko yung camera sa ate ko. Uhm. Dito nalang ako magpo-post kasi bawal sa FB. Nakakainis nga eh bawal kasing makita ng boyfriend ng ate ko kasi hindi invited yung mokong na yun. Pero dahil mahal ko naman ate ko, Osige- Pagbigyan.

Wah. 18 years old na ako. Parang kelan lang nung takot na takot akong mging 18 kasi ayokong tumanda!! Haha, pero ngayon mas excited pa ako sa daga! Masaya, feeling ko nga eh matured na matured na ako. Pwede na akong rumaket ng hindi dinadaya age ko. Pwede na ding akong uminom at gumimik! (joke* lang sa gimik). Pwede na akong bumoto. Pwede na akong pumunta sa mga lugar ng walang parent’s consent. At syempre pa, pwede na akong mag-asawa! Haha. Yun nga lang ni boyfriend wala ako. Tinatawanan nga ako ni dad sa tuwing binibiro ko sya kasi alam niya na single ako since birth. Haynako, kung tinamaan lang talaga ako ng topak eh talagang magpa-paka-tibo na ako.

Ngayong 18 na ako, mas dumami na naman yung gusto kong gawin! Una, magpapaka-independent ako. Pangalawa, Magiging prim and propr na ako (kaya ko kaya?). Pangatlo, babawasbawasan ko na pagka-childish ko at pagka-palengkera. Pangapat, magiging open ako sa mga relationshipa (kalandian, haha). Panglima, Mas mag-aaral na ako ng mabuti. Panganim, pupunta ako sa mga lugar na sa hindi ko mapunta-puntahan. Pangpito, magpapamabuting tao ako (LOL*) Pangwalo, tutulungan ko sina dad sa abot ng aking makakaya. Madami pa, aabutin ako ng syam syam kung iisa-isahin ko pa.

Waa. muka parin naman akong bata diba? :)

Gusto ko lang namang matapos na lahat ng requirements sa school pero bakit ganun parang ang hirap-hirap. Pagkatapos nitong isa, mero na namang susulpot na isa. Ano ba!!! Gusto ko lang namang ma-enjoy tong kakarampot bakasyon ko. Mahirap ba yung pagbigyan?